The Lord gave me confirmation on why I am writing about all this mess. Every time I write about Bud I feel a certain type of way. Why do I keep harping on this topic Lord? I am healing from this, I have received deliverance of this but I keep going back to it? Why?.. He yelled at my face.. Because you won’t say what … Continue reading The Diary of an Abuse Survivor – Part three
This is part two of Tis the Season. I’m not going to do a huge introduction of the horror story I’m going to share. I’m just going straight into it.. There were extreme measures that Bud did to make sure to keep me in his possession. When I started to become immune to his ways, he had to step up his game a little bit. … Continue reading The Diary of a Christian woman: Life with Bud!- Part two
The Holidays was always my favorite time of year. Thanksgiving was my favorite and the icing on the cake was that it ended with Christmas. I loved the feeling Christmas would bring and I loved waking up Christmas morning to watch my kids open presents. The decorating, the cooking, just everything about it made me happy. My mom always made sure that we had a … Continue reading The diary of a Christian woman: Tis the season – Part one
Most people seem to think that being single is a bad thing. Most of the time, us single peeps tend to focus more on the negative side of our single season. I’m so lonely…I have no one to talk to…. I’m all by myself…this is stupid….what’s wrong with me… blah… blah.. blah… I am emphasizing that blah blah blah just so you know. But do … Continue reading Dear Diary.. everyone should enjoy random dancing.
This journey I am on right now with the Lord has really been an eye opening experience. I’ve grown in ways that I don’t know how to put into words. I’ve been fasting from a few things since Christmas and I honestly don’t know how to fast. I’ve heard people talk about it, I’ve read a few things about fasting but it’s hard for me … Continue reading Dear Diary.. it’s a process for real
When you are single and in love with the Lord, what does that look like? This is a question I’ve been asking myself for a while now, Do I want somebody or anybody? One of my biggest pet peeves is someone who does a whole lot of talking but does absolutely nothing to back it up. I’ve spent my entire life listening to people talk … Continue reading Diary of My Random Thoughts
Doing ministry work has always been something I enjoy doing. Well, it depends what it is, but going out into neighbors to show complete strangers love has always got me high on the Holy Ghost. Where I am from, we have surrounding areas that some people would not be caught anywhere near. For me, those neighborhoods are my favorite places to go because everyone deserves … Continue reading Diary of a Christian Woman: I had doubt..
I’ve been trying for over a week to write this entry. I don’t even want to call it a blog anymore. These are more like journal entries that I’m sharing with you all. My personal random thoughts that I’m allowing you to read. The fact that I sound like a broken record in every entry I write is proof that I’m working it all out. … Continue reading The diary of a Christian woman
Well here I am… Saturday night… alone in my living room. I hate this part of being single. This is why I try to stay busy so I don’t have to think about it. Since it’s only 6:30, it’s entirely too early to go to bed so all I have is my cats & my thoughts. I’ve really tried to avoid writing about this part. … Continue reading Chronicles of a Christian single woman: My heart..