Today.. today is all about me, lol.. It’s always about me right? Well yes and no. I typically write what God is doing for me or what may have happened to me or just random stuff that comes to my brain. I don’t think I’ve truly ever told you who I am! Last night as I sat in my prayer closet, the Lord truly showed … Continue reading It’s all about me!
I am so excited as I write this entry. So excited in fact, that I don’t even know where to start. There is so much I want to tell you about what has been going on with Jesus and me!! I can’t reveal it all yet but WOW is it good! Let me start from the beginning, well before the beginning. For quite some time … Continue reading My Night in My Closet With Jesus: Part One!
I would love to start this off by saying this post will be encouraging and uplifting. It probably won’t be. This is going to be more of a feelings dump kind of entry. I know I make jokes about the different personalities, and I wish I was joking. Is it serious enough where I should be medicated..? Probably.. but I use Jesus as my medicine. … Continue reading Diary of a struggling single woman
When the Lord told me I had to start feeling me feelings, I’m not going to lie.. I was a tad terrified about that. There is an old dusty filing cabinet in my mind that is cram full and I refuse to clean it out. That cabinet has good memories, okay memories and some are not so good but God kept telling me it was … Continue reading Adventures of the Emotions Wheel: My first memory!
Here pretty soon, I will be at my one year mark since I’ve become single. In this past year I’ve learned a lot about myself and I’ve learned how to appreciate being single. I’m not going to lie when I tell you that it’s hard. I don’t want to be by myself anymore and I’m tired of doing life on my own. The biggest reason … Continue reading Dear Diary, I’m struggling today
I usually don’t tell other people’s stories because it’s not my story to tell. But I want to share something with you all about a friend of mine. The only reason why I am sharing this is to show you an outsiders perspective on how unfair life is sometimes but show you the glory of God in it all. I have a friend and I’m … Continue reading The Diary of Another Christian Woman: Binsa!
This journey I am on right now with the Lord has really been an eye opening experience. I’ve grown in ways that I don’t know how to put into words. I’ve been fasting from a few things since Christmas and I honestly don’t know how to fast. I’ve heard people talk about it, I’ve read a few things about fasting but it’s hard for me … Continue reading Dear Diary.. it’s a process for real
The Lord gave me confirmation on why I am writing about all this mess. Every time I write about Bud I feel a certain type of way. Why do I keep harping on this topic Lord? I am healing from this, I have received deliverance of this but I keep going back to it? Why?.. He yelled at my face.. Because you won’t say what … Continue reading The Diary of an Abuse Survivor – Part three
Well here I am… Saturday night… alone in my living room. I hate this part of being single. This is why I try to stay busy so I don’t have to think about it. Since it’s only 6:30, it’s entirely too early to go to bed so all I have is my cats & my thoughts. I’ve really tried to avoid writing about this part. … Continue reading Chronicles of a Christian single woman: My heart..